BITTER

Take me away in body and soul
From the touture thats in my mind
The confusion and all the muddled thoughts
Make me feel I'm drowning in slime
Bitterness tearing at me
Impeding me of forgiving
Like a thorn digging through my skin
It's like its reaching to my very core
Yet for all this, I cannot let it go
The resentment I feel I don't want to forgo
I know that it's wrong and I do hope I'll change
Cause the thoughts in my mind are a little bit strange
One day I'll forgive and and forget all this mess
But remember what you did, one day you will regret

TRAUMA!!!

MY BRAID FELL OFF!!!!! IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD AS I KNEW IT!!!! I was happily taking a shower when all of a sudden I felt it detach from my head! It's so strange to not have it anymore. I still have one left though, hopefully it will stay on! I had those braids for 1 year and 2 months...sick huh? LOL. Oh well...new beginnings......I guess. At least I still have one, might as well look at it as having the glass half full and not half empty. teehehehe
I'll post pictures of my braid once I take them (I was very attached to it)

Good news for us!

HURRAH!!!! We have the house...FINALLY! But we need to keep praying cause this landlady is quite a female....but I have the faith for this house...and am pleased! Now we just need to pray that we can build a pool...cause this house doesn't have one. I love the fact that you can always be sure God has something up his sleeve!!

And I just thought I should put this super cute picture of Jordan...he told Mel to take a picture of him and posed for her. Such a foolish rascal he is!

Mel's experiment with photography....

I think they came out rather well...........

But then...my daughter makes any picture cute...haha!

BTW.....pray for our moving and grooving please! Hopefully we have our house, but the landlady is quite a case and a half, so you never know with her, but by faith we have the house! I'm pleased I am to be moving out of here...TTL FOR CHANGES!!!!!

Today is Danny's birthday and today he turns eighteen...lalal....hahah...isn't this just splended?! I don't have a picture of him...because...because...errrm...because I don't hehehe.
Forgive my foolishness today, I'm in a foolish mood, oh me o my!
Anyhow...yes happy birthday Danny, and may you have many children...and my wish for you is.............
I don't know yet...but I'll think of something, lol.

the thoughts of Amelia and Jordan

Well....sorry for the lack of posting, but I have been, errrmmm "busy"...yeh, that sounds good:P.

ANYHOW.......I thought these pictures were so cute! They were watching a video so intently until Amelia noticed Jordan had "Lightning Macqueen". These kids are the loves of my life!!


Amelia:"Ohh, look wat Jordan has, I'll just..." Jordan: I'll just put lightning macqueen safely out of her reach. (Antwone totally oblivious to whats going on)
Amelia: But, but JORDAN! Please??? Jordan: Do I have to?
Jordan: "OH well...I am watching a movie, so I guess I can share" (Everybody happily goes back to watching their Kiddie Viddie)

Happy birthday Adam! I hope that this year treats you well and that the Lord will give you the desires of your heart. Thanks for all you've done and all you do.

You've taken what happened last year in stride, and I admire you and all you've gone through and done! Love you.

Adam and his wonderful family (except for Joshua)

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Man I keep on having to steal pictures of people from their HI5s etc...I really should have pictures of the people I care about on my computer....tsk tsk.